Austin- My Cousin Poem by Suzy Paxman

You seemed so happy.
You put on a face for everyone.
No one asked what was wrong or if you were okay.
You feel unwanted and alone.
Sometimes you just want to die.
People make fun of you at school for the way you dress and do your hair.
Your friends say some things that hurt your feelings,
but you just laugh to feel included.
You go home and cry yourself to sleep hoping the next day will be better.
Your next day is worst, you go home and cut your wrist.
The week goes on and on.
You just keep getting cut out by others who dont care about you.
One day you just cant take it anymore.
You go home and pull out the gun.
You placed it againest your head thinking it will solve all your problems.
You pull the trigger and then thats it.
You're gone.
Now you got the attendtion you wanted, by taking your life and making us all sad and sorry.
We miss you.