Another Goodbye Poem by Aiman Rathore

Joy and laughter
but had no resolve
inner peace, not at all
people and thoughts
of love and care
but on the inside,
was dark

I have now a shceme
but made a sacrifice,
so extreme
that my mind screams
and my nights go horrible
my mornings, not so bright
strange though it seems

I have inner peace
sorry i had to leave
but this was about me
you have all rights to hate me

but it's not like I did not wait
I waited all my life
going through so much
for something that was never mine
must be out of my mind!

SO, this is another goodbye
I hope it's the last one
I pray that you don't need me
I'll be glad if you forgive
and forget me
in tears but glad.
18-aug-08