Another Chance That I Could Never Had Poem by Mark Anthony Mendoza

Endless dreams of hopes and cravings
From night to day all circling ‘round my head
Laughing while crying, things unheard, so silent
Stagnant alone in the room, so dark

Blessed with gifts but no one to share with
So much love inside yet no one to nourish
Full of blame, trapped in anger, and wasted chance
Living like crazy but surviving, so much pain

Blood scattered around the floor in my bed
Scars has healed yet blood still drips
Endless journey of what they say hopeless dreams
Still believing another day will shine, so all alone

Between the stars and moon, space is left
Used to be we st00d between them both
Darkness fell, mask I wear, another day to live
Hiding all what hurts just to live for a moment, no more life to me

Aching to see what’s good for us both
But what is right and what is wrong? Unanswered questions
Live a life of so much love and pain, still the blame is on me
Captured moments of the past, only life I have inside

Dying here alone in my room, save me from sins
Guess there’s no way out to what I’ve caused
Could this be my life ahead, an endless hope?
Love is good, love is all… yet to me this is what it caused

Could I just close my eyes and never wake up…
If these hopes and dream are going to be...
Another chance that I could never had…