Angel Of My Life Poem by Chan Mongol

ANGEL OF MY LIFE
Poem by Chan Mongol
September 17 of 2021

You gave me love and attention selflessly;
Everyday, I missed you and accused myself truly!
I cannot forget the Sunshine and the moonlit night;
Your presence was so bright but its gone from my sight!
Things went wrong under the influence of the Lucifer;
I was kind to unkind and lost you as the pathfinder.
I couldn't assess you properly and I became the loser;
Only you who cared for me but I blew up the fair for unfair.
You had a nicer soul like a rose who attracted me;
I trusted you but all gone because of distant jealousy.
One thing for sure that I adored and loved you;
I didn't like those to manipulate you for what to do!
I cried seeing you in the hospital and when you left me;
I always loved you even, in my state as an amputee.
You meant well in all the way, it was so lovely;
You were my true angel and never an enemy!
For good deeds, you were rewarded and lived well;
But look at me! I was tortured and living in a life of hell!
Can you pray in your active church for me?
So that, curses can be removed to let me live peacefully!
Evil is surrounding me and making me the prisoner;
Evil is blocking my way and dumped me in the quagmire!
Now, weaker is the heart and deeper is the scar!
It's hard to breathe in the polluted atmosphere.
Few years ago, you asked me who should be guilty?
It's me who reasoned for hard life with difficulty!
My folklore is the memoir of life what I love and hate;
The best was with you from Ninety six to Ninety eight.