Ana! ! Poem by Toine Sheppard

If I died for you would you cry for me

Because lately I've been feeling so empty

Is a life like this really what it seems

Trying so hard to make our souls new and clean

Will we regret this at the end of a hard day

Will life be nothing more than longing to waste away

Does it help us, does it make us?

Does it build us, does it break us?

Take the wheels, feel the control

Work for that body, purify that soul

Challenge yourself, feel the temptation

Lavish in sin, lust the sensation

Skip it, don't take it, you know to say no

Don't be like the weak ones and let yourself go

Always stay strong and always think thin

Because this is you're game, you're gunna win

If I suffered for you would you notice me

Would you care that you made me just what you see

Don't you know I'm your creation, you're special request

All I wanted was to be seen as the best

I never had a chance, I always had to hide

But these bones are a sign of pride

Did you know that you're the reason for every sleepless night

Did you know that you're the reason I even bother to fight

On the outside, yeah I'm happy, I don't want you see

This alternate reality that lives inside of me

All I've ever wanted to be was your favorite little girl

Every time I went to the bathroom you were behind the hurl

I've been able to keep it up now I'm just a drone

Baby won't you say the words 'I love you to the bone'?