An Ocean Of Painful Love Poem by Bhat Aijaz

I'm in a huge pain & i try to delute it,
By hiding those unspoken words that don't have courage to come out,
And eventually it has stolen my peace, smile and sleep at night.
I always try to be cool and calm,
Waiting for your attention,
I am unable to hide my depression,
Thinking how much i was quick in responding you,
How much i needed, wanted and loved you,
I have been waiting for things which may seem normal to you,
But means a whole world to me.
I am tired of hiding my feelings now,
I might have abandoned the ways,
But i still want you to find the opened ways,
To embrace the only made for you love.
Behind my beacons which you always take for granted,
Is the ocean of love,
Its irony that the line drawn by me,
I still want you to cross.
To come and take hold in my arms,
Every year, every month, every week, everyday, every hour, every minute, every second of this universe..