An Angel In Chains Poem by Vision Ghost

Another stranger woken up in yet another bedroom
That wasn't her own nor does she recall the room
Looks around at the scattered clothes and the man
Still asleep with no romance here in this plan

Gathers her stuff and leaves as she so came in
Without meaning or a reason for feeling within
Just another quick fix for another quick night
Head begins to thump and similar pains unite

Head so always messed up when the drugs wear off
And not a damn thing she can do to work it off
Long sleeves hiding the scars but not the heart
Drunken sex and a place for last night to depart

Before another guy wakes up and faces a situation
This would mean explaining something of complication
Better off surrendering to the chains of circumstance
That tears at the emotions in an alleyways dance

Hiding from the fear of another night so alone
So would hit it up and not sure if it's known
To be this way but anything is better than it was
She had a home and a father with a perverted cause

Sometimes needs to find somewhere to hide the worms
That ravages her thoughts and when the stomach churns
Would do anything but admit the broken self esteem
And so drinks and drugs and all things to the extreme

Her pretty face hidden behind the veil of her past
Reaching out to whatever to ensure the pain won’t last
Or else too afraid of committing as too much above
Wouldn't ever see the signs of knowing what is love?

Never meant to hurt a soul as she is kind inside
So it’s better to run than open up so better hide
In another town and another place without feeling
So another dose, another man inside her unrevealing

Lying there cold but this does being animalistic
To scream out all these pains in the futuristic
But this illusion will soon be gone and another
Day starts as the day before so why now bother

Fearing the darkness of death and these scars
Remind of how much this would hurt under stars
That doesn't reflect a heaven or any sanctuary
So wonder on in chains until always so weary

Another sunset now on another ending of time
Where to end up next or on like an endless mime
Who would weep, who would care with love to show
Finally one day if she would ever just let go