Am I To Drift Away And Never Taste Life? Poem by Lili Freebird

Am I to drift away and never taste life?
I’m lost at sea,
It’s hot,
And there is no air to breath.
Am I awaken now,
Sleeping no more,
My soon to be is only a goodbye, will you miss me now.

Am I to drift away and never taste life?
I want it all to start,
I wish only for life,
I do things only for the excitement of it all.
I’m surrounded by a crowd,
I pretend that you know me,
I’m really just an empty case, a girl without a soul and point in life.

Am I to drift away and never taste life?
I want to feel,
I want to live and to grow old and die,
Is that too much to ask?
My only dream is to wish,
I want for my life to begin,
Am I never to see daylight?


Am I to drift away and never taste life?
Am I free,
Or am I lost,
Are you going to kill me now?
Is this my home,
Or is this hell,
Am I never to find refuge at heaven’s doorstep?

Am I to drift away and never taste life?
Am I to always live in vain?
Is hell the only place that will take me in?
Is hell the only place that will always be there for me?
I am at the devil's altar.