Always Poem by desperate romantic

Always nice,
Always smiling,
Always loving,
Never angry,
Never mean,
Never hateful,
This is me on the outside,
But the inside I’m breaking,

I’m angry,
I’m mean,
I’m hateful,
I’m waiting to break out,
To speak the truth,
To speak my mind,
But I’ll never do that,
I can’t,
That would upset people,
And that’s just not me,
I’m the people pleaser,
The pushover,
The one who puts everyone before herself,
ALWAYS.