Alone Poem by schitzo. guritzo.

Title: Alone
my heart signals my soul,
telling it how it feels,
about the sorrow,
and the tar, black and full of pain
everyones happy,
in the confines of there own eden,
while im in hell,
searching for forgiveness,
not from god, but from myself,
cant get out,
give me a hand,
it slips, im down again,
but you leave,
leave me down,
and while im here
down in this hole,
this hole of hell,
in my own mind where pain lingers,
not from the nerves but from my feelings,
i hold back tears,
can you see them,
black as mud mixed with the ashes,
do you ignore them,
do you walk toward them,
please lift me out, the tar is suffocating me,
your hands to slippery,
why am i here,
dont leve me alone,
but you leave,
good bye, ill find my own way out,
i geuss....