Afraid Poem by Jay Redd

I am afraid. Im not scared to love. Im not scared to reveal myself to you. Im scared of not being enough im scared of self doubt. I ask myself why is she with me, why do she find me some interesting. When will she realize im boring. In she's beautiful enough to get anyone she wants. Im scared ill end up alone. Juss me nd my son. No one to receive all the love im willing to give. No one to grow old with. Someone i can juss wake up fight with then juss stare across the room in think to myself im the luckiest man in the world. Cause she put up w me thru thick in thin. Her eyes are so pure they peek thru my soul nd see thru all the bullshit. Shes my greatest weakness nd my greatest strength. In when someone ask why i fell in love, i wanna answer juss look at her shes truly amazing. Shes my dream women. Shes perfect down to every feature. In she loves me for me. The late nights nd early mornings. In the saturdays sitting on the couch eating cereal watching cartoons. Thats why i love her nad why im scared of losing something so great.