Actions Speak Louder Then Words Poem by Reeshe Vixen

Sitting here looking at you my heart races,
Sitting here looking at you I forget that there is nothing there,
Sitting here looking at you I forget the pain for a little while until you remind me...

Sitting here looking at you I catch myself in between my reality and my hope...
Sitting here looking at you I catch myself in between my hate and my love for you...
Sitting here looking at you I am caught between myself and nothing...

Sitting here looking at you I am reminded that I mean nothing more to you...
Sitting here looking at you I am reminded that I mean less to you then you do to me...
Sitting here looking at you I am reminded that life is unfair,
Sitting here looking at you I am reminded that there has never been anything fair in my life...

Sitting here looking at you I want to thank you for that reminder!
Sitting here looking at you I want to beg....
Sitting here looking at you I want to hate you...
Sitting here looking at you I want to love you...
Sitting here looking at you I want to walk away...
Sitting here looking at you I want to stay....
Sitting here looking at you...

I am done sitting here looking at you...
I am done with feeling sorry for me....
I am done with living to understand you...
I am done with trying to love you...

With every love come great lose...
Some things you choose to let go...
Others you don't have a choice...

I am done with making you a priority,
While you only make me a choice...

Whatever happens, happens!

To you, from me!