Abandoned Poem by Montana Monty

Broken Dreams🧚🏼‍♀️




As I zone out, feeling the breeze almost sweeping me off my feet at the age of 5 picking blackberries with my family remembering the smell, touch and taste the feeling was so rare that I felt so loved in a world so cold but I hadn't quite fount that out yet until year 08 I was in the second grade feeling overwhelmed an secluded I just couldn't help having a guilty conscience when I felt as if I wasn't enough but that didn't matter to you they tell you things happen for a reason but I still yet haven't fount the reason you abandoned me maybe that was the plan for me to figure out the real me while fighting these demons without a feeling in me but I still believe these demons within me they almost killed me but that didn't matter to you only the morphine one thought one memory turned into many traumatizing words but it's unheard it's like a bird in the breeze getting higher as you reach the trees take me back to the breeze so I can have peace I know I'm just a burden with broken dreams but maybe I should put it to ease because your care free about me all I wanna do is smoke weed so you'll be pleased