A Pact Poem by mandy wandy

Paranoia and anxiety pulls me far from reality
Wanting to be contagious to prevent aloneness
To conquer darkness
Physically bleeding to fix confidence
Touching skin to make sure i am there
And pulling out hair to see if he'll care
So we can be misfitted together
And end this dreary cloudy weather
Formulated by the film over my mind
He can fix this rare kind
Blowing up my cluttering sensitivity
Cutting the dull creativity
Break me from this mechanical life style
Drag me to reconcile
With myself
All I'm asking for is some help
Push me back up
Reconstruct my empty cup
Give me a new brain
Help without stress or strain
Please Don't just bottle me up some time
Because that should be a crime
It's a sucidal abomination
To a life creation
Save me, Keep me
My word is to return the favor
When gray comes to eat you
I'll be your savior