A Hug Called Suicide Poem by Sebastopol Espumoso

Always there
Always here with me
Someday's I spin you into a blessing that God has chosen to give me

Sometimes you leave me sick and blue
How can I forget you
When you live in me?

The white lies that I throw
So they think that I'm someone they want to know
When really i'm so cold
Please forgive me

For one day I'll spill out my insides
I'll bleach it all from dark to light
Take off on one last magic carpet ride
Escape the cage that is this life

Please forgive me