A Deep Empty Hole In My Heart Poem by Crystal Chown

A Deep Empty Hole in my Heart

This pain is over coming.
I can’t take much more of this.
I feel so numb all the time.
I am so weak and I can’t fight this off.
I scream out for someone to help me.
I wish this feel would go away.
Please god to take this pain away from me.

I hate the fact that I have to go threw this depression all by myself.
Now I am on the floor in pain because of the numbness that will not go away.
I feel so sad all the time.
I wish I couldn’t feel like this anymore.
No one care about me anymore.
I find that nothing makes me happy anymore.
So many times I try to make myself happy and Fails all the time.
I miss being with my love.
I wish that you could come back to me.

I try so hard not to think about you.
Every time I try to think about you I always end up hurting myself.
When I do Started to think about you and always end up feeling so numbness.
Than comes the darkness from my heart.
Than I fall into a deep depression.
I am so sorry my love that I feel like this.
I wish that you could take away all my pain.

I hate feeling so numb.
Please I wish someone could help me.
I wish you could understand what I am going threw.
Please Understand That I love you so much.
And I wish that I could be loved by you.
Please my love Come back to me I need you here with me.
Every time I try to tell you something you always have to start fight about it.

Sometime I do wonder if you really love me.
Or you are just saying that.
I just want to know that truth on how you feel about me.
Believe me when I say I do love you.
And I don’t want to lose you.
This is only thing I wanted you to know before I try to commit suicide.
I hope you could forgive me for everything I have done and said.
Even Now it still broke my heart to say this to you in person.
That is why I am writing this note for you.
I love you my love.
Bye my love.