4 Years (College) Poem by beautiful dreamer

4 more years
college is near
am i ready for it
the search is on i aint gunna quit

im making a big decision
i have to have the right vision
this decision will make my life
and stab my mom in the heart with a knife

she will be heart broken when i leave
everyday she sill grieve
but i dont want it to be that way
but i cant stay

college is 4 years away
but the worrying is gunna stay
so am i
so mom you dont have to cry