2009/04 I Fell At First Hello Poem by Kiracakes09 ...

I fell at first Hello
I got up at your first Goodbye
It wasn't easy to do so
But compared to moping, it was worth a try
Because from the moment I met you
I felt your confidence radiating
I felt I had to compete with my own presence and
Competing and you seem to go hand in hand
So this was a small game for me
This feigning comfort
When inside
I was terrified
Of risking each day
Russian roulette with our future
Wish we could rock in a bubble
Or maybe our lives could be doubled
Cause being with you feels better with instant replay
I do it in my mind
Getting out of your car
Walking up stairs
Or laying in my bed
Hand behind my head
Sometimes my thigh instead
Nothing takes me deeper than exploring your mouth
I saw your emotions
My eyes closed
Your emotions
They take shape and look of color
They are as real as your tongue probing my lips
I grasp them as if they are your jacket collar
I release when I realize my sheets are wrinkling
Muscles relax
Intensity
This passion is a sloppy cup of honey
Good to the last drop
But really it is
How is it so pure and unknown and unprecedented undeniable unrelenting understanding un-
Reliable?
Its not so much anymore
Then not anymore at all
Fell
At first Hello
Got up
At your first Goodbye
Felt your confidence radiating
Felt I had to compete and
Not to be out done
Here I stand

(04-30-09) 1: 30 a.m.