Swirling mists of illusion
The self is but a delusion
Trapped within winds of time
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Lost in time, lost in space
Never will I join this race
Soldier ants make their rounds
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Guilt and sorrow spin round and round
No hope of redemption to ever be found
Say them all no forgiveness is needed
Screaming sorrow inside is heeded
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The pain I feel is so great
But I cannot give in to hate
I feel only a great abiding sorrow
They know not what they'll miss tomorrow
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We started out as friends
Then it grew to much more
Now it's going nowhere
For the love I have in store
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The darkness is growing
But my face isn't showing
The fear that's within
Where it's always been
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'Twas the night before Christmas and all through the house
Every creature was stirring, even the mouse
No stockings were hung by the chimney with care
Because St Nicholas would never be there
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I want to be
outside of me
This is my plea
Let me be free
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Don't look behind my thin veneer
Or you will see me hiding here
Bared to the world I cannot be
Never can I let all others see
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