Neil Pathrick Aman

I wasn't the best that you may have.
The person you always dream of.
The person, special you dreamed to love.
But I'm not the person you dream of.
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How I wish you were here right now.
To be with me one last time.
So I may find my long lost home.
For I and my love I will show.
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I remember the day you first smile at me.
The first time you wave a hand and said, 'Hi'
The first time you ask my name and said a little joke.
The first I fell in-love to someone which is you.
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Pain... Tension... Fatigue...
Depression...
Anger, Aggression, Frustration.
All these unwanted sensations -
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Four o'clock in the morning
Afraid to open my eyes
Another day of grief,
A day of fear.
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Yesterday's goals, dim memories.
Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears.
Painful scars borne; Love's history.
Futures crumble when doubt appears.
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How do you walk away from someone you love
And take the road of friend;
Can you reroute the course you have taken
And start over once again?
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Ocean waves
wash my soul
cleanse me of your smile
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Desolation,
Wide open space,
Between the trees and me,
Emptiness and me,
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I would have given up my life for you.
I guess it's true what they say about love being blind.
Girl I lost you deep in space in my mind.
And believed on you because I have love you more than a lie.
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The eyes
Is the entrance
To our soul.
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Wanting,
lusting,
to be held,
to be loved,
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Watching you from across the room
sends searing pain through my heart.
I think back to a year ago,
when I thought we'd never part.
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I was only eight when it began
Late at night, when I was alone.
You preyed on my innocence and my trust.
How did I know that it was wrong?
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Inside my sleeve, I pull out my heart,
handing it to you, 'careful it's fragile,
and easily falls apart.'
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For everything there must come a last.

A last minute, a last hour, a last month, day, or year.
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You meant so much to all of us
You were special and that's no lie
You brightened up the darkest day
And the cloudiest sky
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Haranahin mo ako twing tag ulan
Kung kailan umaapaw ang ilog ng taghana
Natuluyang dumaloy sa mata kong puno ng luha.
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