Nathalie Ortiz

Is this jealously i feel for you devoted friend
Why is this girls writing hurting me
This situation i just cant comprehend
Am i just scared of everything i see
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Can i call you a dream when all i see is thee
Lighting every corridor tormented black
Oh how dear you are too me
From my heart to your soul love you shall never lack
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What to believe when someone says your moving too fast
All in ma heart i believed it would last
I've missed ma chance and im seein it slip away
I try to hold you back but you speedin down the freeway
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The blessed feeling i felt so recently has gone dim
Your presence no longer brightens my every step
If any feelings remain they are slim
For you i find hard to believe are my deepest regret
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Mysterious holder to the key of my heart
Do you see the inspirational love you brought to me from the very start
Do you mysterious soul keeper ever unveil your deepest emotions
Or will your mysterious being become eternal devotions
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The words my broken heart scarcely holds and refuses to admit
For i know what i must say
Should I lock these profound words or rightfully submit
Although i have choosen the words, i fear truth will take him away
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Light searching soul search no more
For i am here
To sooth your pains and make your heart sore
Forever i shall be your love-struck Pioneer
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All around they say time will dry my heart-filled tears
But true love ended abruptly burns for thousands of years
How can i turn around and say what i felt for you wasnt true
When every dream i had pictured me say 'I do'
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My mind spins like a ball on the rim
Was it me that did you wrong
Or are you just another of those men
Those claim they love you head strong
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