Natasha StubbsEnnis

Banging on the windows,
Let me out,
Death surrounds me,
Torture and torment,
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The smoke.
The flames,
Orange flames,
Rising,
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If you’re still alive,
Call my name,
If you’re still alive,
Tell me you’re not in pain,
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They deny me the thing,
That keeps me going,
The only thing that keeps me on my feet,
They hide it from me,
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Save my broken soul,
From the depths of misery,
Save it from the tornado of tears to come,
Save it from my mind undone,
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I’m lurking beneath the shadows
Where scattered bones a lay
By night I watch the daunting
Dead innocent men pay.
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This ghost haunts the street,
On this night,
A murder scene,
The knife hides in the coat she wears,
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There’s blood in my mouth,
The sheets are turning red,
I can’t go on,
This blood,
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More, I need more,
I haven’t had a dose,
For about three days.
My blood needs it,
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It was always her choice,
She’d open another bottle,
Pour another glass,
Waste another night away,
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My eyes reveal darkness,
My punch reveals hatred,
But under it all
I’m so naked,
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Cover the holes,
The army of souls,
No one can control,
I love the air,
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Like the fires of oxford,
They will burn,
Their faces trodden into the ground,
Like the sirens,
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I’m not selfish,
But there’s room for improvement,
I can’t take sh*t,
I might just loose it,
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Shadows in my mind,
Daning to my thoughts,
I can't take it anymore,
This can't be real,
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Tree’s with bent branches,
As far as the eye can see,
Ink drops falling,
The lady in the sky,
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Leaves,
They fall on the cold ground,
My heart can pound,
I can’t hear a sound,
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Small dots on a canvas,
Stitches on an open wound,
Blood on a red beach,
Clingfilm over barbed wire,
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The dark road,
No lights,
No one treads
On the open wound
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The moon kissed the sun,
The sun goes out,
By the shadow of his light,
She is stunned to all,
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