Too much Sadness in my heart to swallow
this life is just a waste I have made
The pain I want to throw away from my inside
seem to be too much to bear the pain I had
...
Why is that I look for someone, there is everyone.
Why is that I am out there, I wander around.
It seems, my body is at rest but I am tired
Of wandering thoughts in my mind.
...
Sitting in rooftop wanting bread crumbs
Sipping my tea having my bread
I threw the crumbs on the ground
Down he came
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My Heart
Too much Sadness in my heart to swallow
this life is just a waste I have made
The pain I want to throw away from my inside
seem to be too much to bear the pain I had
I lie beneath the desperation of being gone
forgetting everything in my way
Disappearing faces I can’t recollect
in my mind everything is black no ray (hope)
All this suffering have been brought
upon was my own foolish deed
Distorting thoughts, distracting feelings,
wasting moments my foolish ego to feed
Trying to collect the broken dream, seems
like can’t recover from the mountain
I m locked in my own dungeon I create,
for which the key I forgot to attain.