Mystery Boy

I'm tired of looking up to you
When you are no more.
How can one open a locked door?
Especially the one you've instilled
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She just wants to call it quits
Everything of hers she hates
Underneath that smile is pan
She just wants a break-
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A mirage you created
Everything seemed fine
Perfect and spotless you were
That i gave in
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Beggars of life we are
Meanwhile we enjoy while the trees cry
It took not an option to help us
While we careless about if it survives
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What world is this?
That letter and numbers
Determine our place
In this cruel society.
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Rainbows, you won't be seeing anymore
The vicious rain destroyed all that.
The sun stands covered by this massive cloud
No single ray of light will escape this time.
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If I had the chance
I would go back in time
To cherish all those moments
In your presence
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You had the chance to fight against it
Instead you gave in
To its fierce clutches.
Were you not that brave enough?
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Remember when it was all rainbows
When there was not much to care about
Except for how early your bedtime was
And what dress to put on your dolls?
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It becomes a constant overtime
At some point you are benumbed
It is nothing really peculiar
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To the soulmate that never leaves
That will always be by my side till three
Skeleton against skeleton
Our fingers intertwined tightly
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I'd bleed my soul away to keep you in this dream
A mirage that'd last for eternity.
After all, loving you is worth every ache
Who cares the distance the universe creates?
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I wish I hadn't used you as my shelter
Being soaked by the rain had been much better
Because in reality you only made me colder
Made me hate everyone and what they had to offer
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