misunderstood angel

Is not enough…
What you did…
Was horrible
I cant bear…
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the nightmare happening over and over in your mind
i miss the life inside me
i wanna live for just 1 second longer if i was alive still
i would cut my eyes with razor blades
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love so gentle
love so pure
love is darkness
love is the cure
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deep in the forest i see...
a crimson butterfly...
flapping its little wings
i have a sudden urge to follow it...
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digging around the dirt trying to find a way to get free
i kept searching
i kept searching
i couldn't find a way
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the dyeing flower
drenched in pollution
nuclear waste
making its way to the roots
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Sleep, Priestess, Lie in peace.
Sleep, Priestess, Lie in peace.
If you cry, the boat you'll ride
The last trip to the other side
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its said life's and counters are governed by fate
within the tangled threads of destiny
cursed flowers bloom
pitiful and frail
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oh pitiful shadow
lost in the darkness
bringing torment and pain to others
oh damned soul wallowing in your sin
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staring in the blank eyes of fate
you are my only reason to live
love me
forever
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i love you but i cant say it
so nervous
i cant take it
i have to blurt it out but
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friends
hugs
laughs
jokes
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my face
you’re face
are different
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hello
uh hi
not much to say here
uh aloha
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hate such a powerful word
but not for me
i hate you
you give me pain
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ropes swish towards me
men are tieing my hands feet and neck
the ropes are tied to a large wheel
with sharp stakes on them
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when i fell asleep one time
i had a dream
i was lying on the ground
in a white kimono
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