These nightmares are so real,
Are they ever going to stop? !
So many of your family knows how I feel.
It feels like my heart is going to drop.
...
As of late when the night gets cold,
I try my best to remain bold.
Every day since we lost you
We have all prayed that it isn't true.
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Suicides Nightmare Part 2
These nightmares are so real,
Are they ever going to stop? !
So many of your family knows how I feel.
It feels like my heart is going to drop.
Every night it is the same dream,
I open my mouth and it is a silent scream.
I see you and try to run,
I try to reach you to take the gun.
I open my mouth and am unable to shout,
I try to run but my feet are stuck and can't get out.
I see you standing there alone and sad,
I try to cheer you up with memories of good times we had.
I tell you that you are never alone,
Your family will always be there as strong as stone.
We will always remember you, my friend
I just wish we had another moment to spend
I miss the jokes that you used to make
It just gets harder with every breath I take
We love you brother, and always will
We show it with every tear we spill.
When you left, you took a piece of all of our heart,
Because of that we will never truly be apart.