Melynda Smith

As I lay here,
curled up in a ball,
Quiet sobs shake me,
Murmurs consume me.
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No.
No nothing.
Nothing is wrong.
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It has happened.
I don't know what to do.
I've got charms and some spells cast on me.
But,
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I'm so pissed!
No idea why either.
I feel dangerous, unsafe.
He pissed me off, and man,
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I lost them, in my dreams anyway.
Merissa, sweet lil' Merissa,
hurt and left for dead in an alley,
Behind a restaurant,
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Sleep lil one.
Sleep your troubles away.
Quietly lay down, under your warm blanket,
Close your pretty brown eyes,
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Have you ever, ever watched a snail?
Slow the may be, but, very patient.
Watch on, and your patience,
will most definately grow,
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It's everywhere,
even in us.
Spells come ing different forms,
Charms come in different sizes.
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*I see you.....*
You may think that you're safe,
in your room at night.
But at night, everything comes out to play.
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Why are you so tantalizing?
Why is death also so tempting?
Why must i be tortured through memories and life?
Because for the life of me, i can't remember ever signing up for this.
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It's burning me,
Deep inside,
There's this fire of love and passion growing wilder and wilder
I'm sure that it will never become extinguished
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As i laugh, as i have fun and hang out with them,
My heart breaks more and more.
These two were meant and created for each other im sure,
and it just so happened that i had accidentally
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Oh sweet, sweet moonlight,
Why won't you bloom.
You were my saviour,
in my time of need.
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You see all these bodies?
(All these dead bodies?)
I'm their executioner from hell.
You damaged what's ine,
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Pale skin glows,
Red hair blows,
Both in a gentle wind and moonlight.
Black cloak billowing in the wind,
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I quietly lay,
On this bed of feathers thinking,
Just thinking of all that matters.
I can see my mom, step dad, and 5 sisters,
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Man, you are in trouble.
I told ya, told ya better not hurt her.
But, boy you did.
Now you had better run,
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You're not alone, though it may seem that way.
You talk like you don't have us, when you really do.
I'm here, but,
Invisible.
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As I sit here, infront of this gravestone,
I think back on all of the good times i had.
And remember, that life never stops,
Though it seems, and feels like it.
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