LoveLifeLen Altamar

My love, my life...
where are you?
this heart of mine
is searching for you...
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I was looking for love,
a second chance of love...
where I can be myself,
where I can devour life itself...
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Alone... in the cold of the night...
her beaten soul silently cries...
in her bed where she always sits and lies...
in a quiet corner of her room she hides...
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Long lonely nights are my friends...

never cease to engage; there are no ends...
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I was lonely then,
alone in my heart...
I am with someone,
who's love was not.
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My soul grieves...longing for you,
My mind is in shamble...thinking of you...
My heart cries...whispering your name,
My body shivers...craving for you...in vain.
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I fell in Love with you,
the moment I met you...
I tried to ignore the feelings
I have abide for you.
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I have been dreaming about him,
when I was just a girl of low self esteem...
he was in my dreams
until my teenage years.
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I long to see your face
and watch you smile,
I long to hear your voice,
please don't say goodbye.
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A foolish Dream of a foolish heart
can be so hard
with this foolish love
of a foolish mind.
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My dreams were shattered,
they fell to pieces;
My heart's broken,
I cried to heaven;
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You must have forgotten me...

seemed like we never met and and forgot our story...
your way of moving on with your journey...
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LenLen is not my first name...
It's what my mom used to call me as my pet name...
when I was just a stubborn, reckless, curious little girl,
until I reached college and started to twirl...
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I look at the constellation of stars at night
like in so many nights, in the shadow
where I have the nicest sight...
sitting under the tree in the meadow...
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................Long lonely nights are my friends

...............never ceased to engage; there are no ends
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I long to see your face...
and watch you smile...
look into your eyes,
where soul resides...
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How will he ever know
your deepest thoughts and your hearts desire...
How will he ever realized,
when you're down and hurt...
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I lay awake at night,
thinking of you seems right...
My heart keeps beating,
for you are worth keeping.
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As I go to bed I cried
I think of you at night,
I think about the life
that we both have desired.
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I didn't know you the first time
when I saw you next to mine
you were taking pictures
of students and engrossed teachers
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