Living a dream,
watching as the days go by.
The boys up the street watching,
as another drug buy goes down.
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When will it hurt?
Will it be when she leaves?
Will her scent be missed?
Will her laugh be silent?
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Listen as you hear.
Voices in my head.
Looking up to see the leaves shaking in the wind.
Tear drops fading as they run down my face.
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Touch you softly.
Licking you slowly.
Wanting you while wearing silk.
Your hair wet.
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When do i cry?
Is it time to let go?
Are the memories going to fade?
Are the sounds of your laughter ever going to leave my mind?
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Wow am i bored! ! !
What shall i do today?
Laundry?
Wash the car?
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How does one begin when you dream of a distant lover?
Do you try and enjoy the image in your head?
Or the laughter you once heard?
Do you play the thoughts you once had in life,
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