lil lover Poems

As we lay in bed
like every other night
today feels different
different
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Smoke, smoke, smoke
plz don't smoke
u know it's harmful.
Then y do u smoke
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Stop killing me
Stop ignoring me
Stop doing wht your doin
You know what your doing
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I called her my bestie
now I'm thinking are we
besties or frenemies
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I wonder why we hurt ourselves
When we know it will HURT
Why we try doing things
that just leaves us feeling sad
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Do you remember how good friends we were
We told each other everything and anything
But have you seen what we've become
We don't tell each other anything
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I feel like killing myself again
I feel sad like nothings going right
I want to break these walls
How is anyone suppose to breath
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I feel like i'm burning
looking at you
I feel like i'm on fire
I know your not coming
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I search for you in my dreams
I hope to see you anywhere I go
My eyes search for you
My heart listens to find your heart beating
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I swear i'm not da tpye to have y heart broken
but then you came
you broke my heaert big time
i'm usually da one breaking hearts
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