lanesa mantia

It's Not perminant or there the rest of your life,
its not making some one your husband or wife.

It's 'that relationship' that mostly means nothing later on,
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afloat we are above the water,
our love has been slaughtered.

something so strong broken like pieces of glass,
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A diamond ring.
gold braceletts shouldnt mean a thing.

All ya need to know to know,
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I look at these broken bits of my pain scattered on the floor,
I break down and my tears fall like rain.
the memories of what ise to be just wont let me forget it could have been him and me.
I look upon a broken wall of sorrow with a vow to be a new me by tomorrow.
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what a rush, what a lie.
what a time to make cry.

the stupid way i fell for you,
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The river flows as does the blood through my veins, I want to forget but the memory remains.
I walk for miles through a croud of fake smiles.
I pour out my every emotion, like the flow of the pacific ocean.
my heart beats like a knock on the door, when no one opens it you knock some more.
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Piercing eyes.
hypnotic stare...no suprise.
the way he walks, his hair.
the sight of him is to much to bare.
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Thought I'd be okay,
never knew that it would be this way.

I can't eat, I cant sleep
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Never again will I cry over you,
because Im tired of feeling blue.

never again will I take the pain,
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I got these crazy feeling that I've never had,
and when i think about him, oddly I feel glad.

Why do I feel like this,
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Months have passed since the day we met. you made me lose focus and I lead myself to pain.
For a while I was strong, then you waltzed back in and ruined me.
My strength devoured at my feet and my eyes swelled with tears as we said goodbye and I'm to tired to try.
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I messed up, slipped up.
didn't care
never knew you were there.
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You said we'd be perfect, why do I cry at night
when everything was suppose to turn out right?

Why does a tear escape my eye,
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That tiny crush that seems so big, you think you got your first love,
and you prey to the heavens above,

You thank god every day for what he's blessed you with,
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I can't stand to look at you,
because it tears me apart to know the truth.

what we had was nothing but a lie,
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I've been trying my hardest and your no help to me or you,
It hurts to know you haven't got the clue.

I'm really investing my time in trying to make you see,
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I'm not what people think of me,
I just have mixed feelings about who i want to be.

I wanna reach out,
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An angel came to me today.
she said she came to hear what i had to say.

I asked 'why'd i have to let her go? '
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I'm stuck here on the ground,
with these waves washing away the sound.

I want to fly away,
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Here we go again with the pain,
This is driving me insane.

It hurts me to know that I cant have you,
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