Krissy Disillusion

Your eyes hold me hostage;
encompassed in a sea of darkness
flecks of light coalesce.
Captive, held in bleak gardens
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It is inside the vanilla coating of sky
faltering insignias opening like petals in my mind.
The autumn, so vacant;
falling under the inside,
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Ethereal angels dream behind my eyes
of images beautifully intense.
Dramatic love scores play melodies forgotten
long ago in your field of stones.
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I sink into the violet of the dream,
swimming the tides of madness,
fighting off the storms.
To get to you.
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There is a place
In the center of the bone.
The shard of a fortress
Threatening to crumble
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That sweet word medley
crooning against my waiting lips
-expectant-
raining beauty on each dying day.
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How can i stop this sweetness from killing me?
Gutted
out my woven parts,
the parts you cradle like a firstborn.
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Your song is ringing
ringing
placement tears and worry the while
away.
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The people in the sea of stones,
my face in the river mirror.
If i told you I was drowning would you rescue me?
Would anyone?
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What happened to the lost promises
we made those years ago?
Now I'm stranded, desolate,
gasping from under crushed bones.
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And this one is
so different from the last
when I unknowingly
trusted
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Keys unlock secrets
shredded on parched lips.
The day like spring in December
watching dead leaves swirl and crash
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While there is still life left in me
I counter act the obvious,
shine through the eyes of onyx.
Twisting fate with tempting fingers-
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