Its been 7 years
Of messing around
And it was only when I left
You took your head out the ground
...
Darkness is all around me
Just can't find the light
I want to keep trying
But just haven't got the fight
...
It cuts life a knife
Those dreaded words you don't want to hear
Suddenly become a reality
And then you feel the wetness of a tear
...
I miss the boy
Like I miss myself
Because without him
I am just a shadow of my former self
...
Honey I'm sorry for everything the past 2 days
I know its been a bit of a disaster
...
We had such a great love
We fit together better than a glove
Whatever way we cuddled
We were both happy, secure and snuggled
...
To my best friend and her husband of one year
In my heart I hold you both so very dear
When I'm in a quandary you are always around
And most of the time I find your advice pretty sound!
...
Broken
Future's dim
Hard to see
If you wont be around
to see it through with me
I can't express
How sorry I am
I know you now think
that this whole thing is a sham
You say once is mistake
twice is a problem
I say I know I messed up again
But I'm only human, don't have divine intervention
So I tried to stay
Tried to fight
For what I believe in
For what I still believe is so right
I've cried everyday
The pain is intense
because not being with you
Is so immense
I want to be with you
For better or worse
As I will always love you
Til I'm carried off in a hearse
Without you
I am just broken.
Copyright Kelster April 2006©