Kavita Mehra

I dont know where life is headed and I have no clue what I am trying to achieve
I have lost every bit of sanity I possessed, My faith in myself is what I am trying to retrieve.

I have too much to do & I cant afford to die....Yet, the life I live, is just a living lie
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You say hello and u look straight into my eye
You seem familiar and I wonder why?
You ask me how I am and if life has been good
I want to answer but I don’t know if I should.
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I try not to think about what might have been
Cause that was then
And we have taken different roads
We can't go back again
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Do u even remember what it feels like to be in love?
The sensation, the tingling, the high
When you look at the mirror each day, every day
Do you wonder what made it die?
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Seventeen Years

One message and one message is all it took
For me to fall even before I could Look
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I sit here in the corner all day by myself
Torn & miserable in a state of despair
Waiting for someone to join me sometime
I sit here alone... me... the solitary chair
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One moment
****Broken, shattered, dead and torn
****Sore, Bitter, scared and worn
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One message and one message is all it took
For me to fall even before I could Look
I don't know what god was planning that day
But none of us knew what was coming our way
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You said “You had me at hello “ I smiled, blushed …
And that something was brewing, so I did believe,
You said u will be in touch over mail
So tell me why do I spend my days clicking Send/ Receive.
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It took some guts to reach out to you,
I held out my hand and I hoped you would too,
And yes you did and you held me strong,
I knew I was in love and I didn't care if it was wrong.
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I have walked a path I can no longer unwalk
I have my life which I can no longer not live
Yes, I admit that you are still in my head
But to you now my friend I have nothing to give
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