kanako izumkui

you have my heart and i have yours
i dream about you and you dream about me too.

promise me will stay together
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-How many tears must fall till i run out of hope-

“I have come to realize more and more that the greatest disease and the greatest suffering is to be unwanted, unloved, uncared for, to be shunned by everybody, to be just nobody [to no one].”
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you tell me...
'im worthless, and unloved..
i hate work,
i have nothing to live for
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i will not,
i will not,
i will not,
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i know, i know, i understand.

i understand when your blue,
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i'm sorry
i'm sorry

i'm sorry, for all the times i made you cry
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i need you,

i need you to hold me tight,
i need you to tell me that you love me,
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i love your ways
i love the way you sway

i love the way you talk
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look into her eyes,
can you see what i see.
i see the pain, she's felt.
her eyes are tired.
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Is it true or is it false?
Is it wrong or is it right?
Is it big or is it small?
Is it my choice to call?
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Your lips,
Beter than anything,
Your eyes,
Sparkle more than any star,
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You know you gotta feel something when all you can think about is that person and you can’t stand to be away from him for more than one second. You love him but you can look at him because he’s not yours. You fall asleep thinking about him and dreaming everynight about him.

You may want whats best, but you want his best to be with you. Do you feel sad, do you feel love. Do you feel.
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i got a heart full of pain

a head full of stress
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flashbacks,

memories,
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If your living out of habit. Good luck.
[what happens when you want to break that habit]

If your living for one person. Good luck.
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you must be a magician,

every time i run into your arms, my heart warms.
every time we talk, i am at ease.
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The days will come when you don’t have the strength
When all you feel is your not worth anything
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there is a light at the end of this road
though i do not see it i know
there is a light at the end of this road
doesn't matter how i get there
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Should i come over
should i call

should i ask you to marry me
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situtation complication
all these problems running through my mind
oh oh how will i surive...
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