Joshua Fegley

a legacy of broken dreams...
she came to me,
for love is never what it seems,
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I put the shotgun to my head,
a fraction from now I'll be dead.
An ounce of lead pierces into my head,
cerebrial fluid starts to spread.
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As I stand,
feeling the rain;
flowing over me,
washing away my pain.
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It's been eleven years,
since I first met you.
I know that the blessed,
are far and few.
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She dances
A little timid, a little shy
Such beauty and grace
Before the world's eye
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No one understands
They can't understand
You won't let them in
You won't let them understand
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Again...
you cut your wrist today,
you said you...
needed the release.
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I come to you place,
and kick down your door,
as the door flies open...
I close the distance across the floor.
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A young man molested,
as a boy; just a little boy.
Treated like an object,
or like a little toy.
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Over the lips,
through the gums,
as I pull the trigger,
my shotgun hums.
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I'm on my back,
and you're on top;
you're riding me all night...
and won't stop.
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When I die...
let my body burn.
Deposit my ashes,
inside my sepulchral urn.
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Constant...
overwhelming pain;
a mental condition,
deep inside my brain.
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Life scars us
Because we're one of the same
But you were different
And now you're the one to blame
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Writing has given me such pleasure
Yet so much pain
Our relationship begets
Love and hate
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The night sky cries
Bellowing out my name
Rise O' Son of Satan
It's time for the end game
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O', my beloved
My love of yesterday
My love of today
My love so far, far away
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Never to be lovers again.
I must grieve.
From this life,
I shall leave.
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Your body...
convulses and twists;
as you slit your life,
from your wrist.
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A shotgun,
would be just fine...
Into my mouth,
to blow out my spine.
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