joshua burckhard

Every time the blood drips from my fingertips the smile can finally
spread to me

Every time the blood runs down across my eye I can finally see you for
...

I have, I have you breathing down my neck, breathing down my neck
I don't, don't know what you could possibly expect under this condition so
I'll wait, I'll wait for the ambulance to come, ambulance to come
Pick us up off the floor what did you possibily expect under this condition so
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Even the one night when you were so close and yet i missed you
even though you were so close yet even still i mised you all the
same and we sleep apart
Even the one night when you were so close that so little seperated
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gotta run gotta go
can't stay while you run away
i know you never stay
but still i'll chase you
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the whithered flower will need so much attention just to get back on track with the rest of this field it lives in
but no one has that kind of patients to let it grow
forever stunded never growing
just weight down with the guilt of others
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just break my wings and take my heart
they dont matter without the sky above
they don't matter with being so cold
...

with soft white feathers you fly away taking all that is light slowly leaving
feeling your soft wings brush against us and your soft skin as you leave
never wanting to let go and still you flew away leaving us
leaving us here in the darkness and rough patch work that is life
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You the rose whose blossum has yet to come
Yet still you could not blossum from the hate of your past
But still you easily outshine even the most beautiful rose
But even so the people don't care they will always run after
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For you just to have you in me arms just for one last second
You could have all my blood it doesn't matter not without you

For you just to feel your touch even if i can't hold you even once
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You left me here without any blood.

You took all the oxygen away from my lungs and left, but here I still lay going through the colors.
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everyday with not a single word that
could say i love you is suchs
torturious on the heart
everday with not your voice can yet
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god why must you frosaken me form here
god why must you always rip my heartaway
god why did you sent her away when we just got so close
god why do you always rip the ones i fall in love with just to stick them
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just to hold you again in my arms is to forget the world and leave it behind

just to lay with you is to forget the blood running away from my body till we both pass out merrily
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through all these broken peices you still love

through all these strings still hanging
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Through all this time the heart may dread the time we leave
But even still it wonders away when you’re in these arms
hopeing to never bring you any harm
Lost in the joy of being with you
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maybe i don't wan to see tommarrow
maybe i don't want to say good bye
maybe i just need you in my life
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can't you see her flying so high
dressed in such bright colors only to hide
she can even make the darkness run and hide
even when she holds out her hand
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why must she never see the jealousy come down on such timid eyes at night
why must everytime i fall asleep only to dream of you
why must every night i wake at night in tears just thinking of you
why must every night i relive your departure when i say i moved on
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Lost upon this earth where men and women dwells
and yet not to many are truly happy

soo many have died from their own too hands
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all thy life she kept in the shadow hiding but still watching
the angel i needed when life meant so little
but still i found her now in my life for the happiness to be true
someone special who cares for the animals that she holds so dear
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