jordan russell

i just met you this i know
but our conversation has a joyous flow
you speak your mind
and i'll speak mine
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my love has faded
my faith has been shaken
my hope for is gone
and the dream i once had was taken
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Blinded and silenced
confused and scared
hurt and broken but i'll always be there
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darkness, sweet darkness
i used to be scared of you
i would beg to be out of your presence
but now that my heart was taken
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why won't i bleed out
why won't it end here
why can't i die right now
why does this have to hurt
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Scared to death heart pounding
Not sure what to make of my surroundings
Mouth dry don’t know what to say
You hold me close and take my worries away
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the things we do for love
will never cease to amze you
and we need to remember
that we do such things because we love someone
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i walk down the hallway and see your face
i turn around and walk the other way
but i didn't turn quick enough
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Frightened inside
It’s hard to keep
All these feelings down so deep
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Is love worth losing your sister?
I had to find that out the hard way
And I still don’t know the answer to this day
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you left like you promised you wouldn't
you lied like you swore you never would
you hurt me like you said never would happen
and you played me like i was a game of cards
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You broke it once you’ll break it again
Not sure I want to let you in
My heart was breaking and is still sore
You promised you be here forever as a matter of fact you swore
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Deep down inside of me is a secret buried so deep
So no one can see
It’s a simple little secret that helps me through the rough times in life
My secret?
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People say I’m crazy for loving you
But you know that’s just not true
When I’m with you I feel safe
You take me to my happy place
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there is so many things that I've done wrong
i wish i could take them back but i don't know if i can
i have apologized but i never meant it
i want us to move forward but you don't seem to forget and neither do i
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my mothers love amazes me
it's warm when i need it
and kind when i deserve worse
i feel it in her hugs
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you say you don't care
but i can see you do
don't let my face fool you
becuase i do to
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take whats happened and turn it around
don't just sit there and let it get you down
show them that you are okay that your fine
don't be mean about it make sure you're kind
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they may seem like their here for you
they make it seem like nothing can come between you two
don't believe them what they is not true
I'm only looking out for you
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i come to you in my darkest hours
i find comfort in your open arms
i cry when it's neccessary
and you hold me until my tears run out
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