joanna donne

I hate that you stare at me and make me believe you've fallen for me
I hate that my feelings for you won't let me be
you ignore me, push me, stare at me, and refuse to speak
your troubles and success made you my hero but really you're weak
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I didn’t know what to say
Years of silence made me afraid
What is love?
I’m tired of reading your unintentional signs
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The beat of my heart quickened with your presence
I tried to match your rebellion and obscure my innocence
You caused me intense pain-
And nearly made me insane,
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Your arrogance is as thick as an armored soldier from an early century battle
Your coldness is sharp enough to cut ice, gold, and the depth of my soul and heart.
Your eyes instigated this situation yet their emptiness and malice now cause my shrieks at night
Your intentional physical pain upon me is uncalled for and unfair
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You are my lullaby
You are my hero
You are my savior
I dream of seeing you here
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I feel Lost
Faced with obstacles of high cost
This environment will literally make me insane
I feel I will fail and it will all be in vain
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Drinks.. drugs… cuts…puke… and smoking come to mind
As my only relief and my way to unwind
I see you enclose another girl in your arms
It’s the proof you never thought of me – why was I deaf to these alarms!
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Heart attack or not
The pain is intense
My heart will rot
If there's no rest
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The eternal clock will move, move on
One day we will all be gone, be gone.
Live in Carpe Diem they continue to say
I always seem to say maybe someday, someday.
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