Jessica Lee Poems

My best friend I met from the beginning till end
I don't know what to say to you anymore.
Am I that horribly of a friend,
Or am I those floor mats at your door?
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What if... I can't make it to the next level?
What if... I get rejected?
What if... I fail next time around?
What if... that person gives me a sign that he doesn't care anymore?
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I am filled with darkness,
And with no escape to get out of it.
Nothing can change any of that at all!
Nothing can change how I feel
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Nothing to say to you.
Nothing to talk about.
All I can think of is you...
What can I do to stop thinking?
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When the rain falls,
It; s like me pouring out tears.
I'm filled with pain like the rain;
I'm like a droplet
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I failed to keep my best friend,
And I failed to keep it safe.
Now I think it all came to an end
With all doubt in faith.
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I am alone
I am cold
I am not free
I am like a bird in a cage
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I'm locked up and troubled,
Everything around me feels tragic.
This girl right here
Right in front of you
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Everything has its color, texture, and shape.
Even if you have tried to have the best look,
Even if you have tried to have the best figure,
Even if you have tried your very best,
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Things will only come to its end
Nothing will change and nothing will remain the same
I may not have been the right person to send
but I know where I'm going and everyone's playing the same game.
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