Jessica Harrington

The pain I deal with you... hurts
My heart breaks when we're apart
But, together... it's hole and glowing with love
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All i ever wanted was a chance with true love
All I ever was a happily ever after
I thought you were the one
But, I was wrong
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They both are in love
But she is afraid of him
She un willingly tries to run away
But where she goes, he goes
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I can reach the stars
and shout triumphantly
I only have to answer to myself
I'm all I can be
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Turn away from the day
Turn to the night's sweet desire
Eat the forbidden fruit
Sweet, 'cause it's forbidden
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I was close
Close to getting my love
Before another came
And took him away
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Sitting on the porch on a wet afternoon
Thinking...thinking about the past
The past heartbreaks, pains, and happy memories
Not understanding...understanding life
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My parents are always fighting
Never finding a way to stop
Except divorce...they didn't think about the sideaffects for my brother and I
8 years later I'm still splitting my birthdays and the holidays
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A week away
A week together
A week in between, off and on
A pain during each
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Why is it that the minute I'm better...a week later I'm sick again?
Sick, with the feeling of missing you, not seeing you
Don't you understand that I'm trying to get you out of my life?
Probably not, Probably yes, and just bothering me on purpose
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Why can't you say sorry?
Why are you so rude?
Why are you so nice?
Why..?
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The commands
The rules
The suffering
The pain
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Since I met you any sad day, was even more sad without you
Since I've laid eyes on you, I haven't been able to not think about you
Since I've heard your voice, It's all I've been hearing
Since I met you, I've been having stars in my eyes
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