Jean Eugene Guan Poems

I am alive but not living
I can breathe yet feel restrained
I have hope and still unbelieving
This seems the end, and it's too late
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I want to kiss you in the morning.
Taste those lips like breakfast in bed.
See you first thing in the morning.
Never want you out of my head.
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I felt the pain,
When you went out of my door
It is hard to face the fact,
That I cannot see you anymore
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You were there at my reach,
A rose of radiant beauty.
You are my pleasure,
As I stare in your clarity.
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The dark night sky covers my soul.
I dwell in my own world of darkness.
And I lay in my coffin down a six-foot hole,
Where I own my world as my heart sunders.
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I speak to my one verse conspicuousness.
My mind is a twisting three-sixty.
I'm dying mostly because I know,
You can never be mine,
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You cast that shadow,
A certain blow on my head.
The gun whose trigger pulled
Had devoured me from living to dead.
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It is months since I heard you talk.
We have passed each other's side without a glance.
I haven't seen your face, those eyes, I loved.
Should you give me another chance?
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Tonight is the night where souls release.
The darkness feeds on the unwary.
We find the milieu filled with dread.
It's time, and clime to the undead.
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After I fall,
I learn to rise.
To face the new sunlight,
Beyond the clouds.
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