Jade Howser

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I sat in the window staring out at the starrless sky
I sometimes wonder, will I ever learn to fly?
Yet I know, even that is impossible for someone like me
How is it I'm alive, or how is it I can be?
...

I sit here, thinking what did I do wrong?
You cast me aside, thinking you're too strong
In reality, we're all the same, the same empty shell
Just looking in your eyes, your sorrow is too hard to tell
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If life was an ocean, I would be drowning
Outside I'm smiling, inside I'm dying
I'm a rat in a cage full of pent-up rage
I'm just a broken puppet on a black, dead stage
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You follow your dreams more than needed
You idolize me, your family's advice unheeded
They say I'm like a serpent, you just don't realize
I promise I'll change the way you idealize
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I'm living in a black and white monochrome world
A place where my own warm, rich blood isn't a beautiful red
My mind is black, my soul is white, my heart doesn't exist
In my head colors don't exist, surely I should be dead
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Jade Howser Biography

I love to write, sing, draw, and play instruments. I'm an expert at the flute, novice at piano/keyboard, and am currently trying to find someone to give me guitar lessons.)

The Best Poem Of Jade Howser

Bleeding Hearts

I sat in the window staring out at the starrless sky
I sometimes wonder, will I ever learn to fly?
Yet I know, even that is impossible for someone like me
How is it I'm alive, or how is it I can be?

I stare at the scars on my wrist
Everytime I look, I know I still exist
I just wish I could leave this nightmare
But I know the consequences, I wouldn't dare

Yet you still believe in me
You are my eyes when I can't see
You are my ears when I can't hear
And you catch my one single tear

My hopes have died, I feel no sorrow
I feel it'll all end at the beginning of tomorrow
But you still believe, you still know I'm here
I just hope you can save me before I drown in my tears

My heart has since been rotting away
My family doesn't care for me, to them I'm just a stray
They constantly pull me in two, tearing me apart
But I hope that we can still keep our bleeding hearts

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