iris beas Poems

THESE WORDS COME FROM:
THE SOUL OF AN OUTRAGEOUS CHILD.
THE EYES OF A BEHOLDER.
THE SMILE OF THE INNOCENT.
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CONFUSED EMOTIONS...
THATS THE ONLY THING I FEEL.

LOST & SCARED...
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If everything could go the way you wanted it to go
Will you ever go the wrong direction?
If life would be the way you planed it
Will there be a tomorrow?
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Take it all away...I can't suffer this much it hurts...I just can't take it any longer...
The way I used to feel is nothing compared to this
It's like my world has been turned around...
Take it all away...I can't suffer this much it hurts...I just can't take it any longer...
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Everything I thought would turn out right, didn't.
The mistakes I've done won't be turned around.
Everything lies beneath a fake smile.
The tears I've cried are covered up with pure lies.
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I'm sick of it all.
I'm tired of faking.
I can't runaway from the past
because I'm shaking...
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I'm giving up forever.
I just can't take it any longer.
I'm giving up,
I'm tired of life.
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YOU LEFT US BEHIND LIKE SOMETHING YOU WON'T REGRET
YOU LEFT US BEHIND LIKE SOMETHING YOU'LL NEVER MISS
YOU LEFT US BEHIND LIKE IF WE WOULD BE OKAY
YOU LEFT US BEHIND NOT CARING ABOUT OUR PAIN...
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DON'T SHOW YOUR TRUE COLOR.
DON'T LET THEM KNOW THE TRUE STORY BEHIND THAT PAINFUL SMILE.
JUST FAKE IT.
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