Gagan Ahuja Poems

black Valentine girl, you are!
my first love upon the sight that hurt
as beautiful as you are!
as much I must hate you
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estranged lunar hysteria, me and my mania
it all but fails, the materia medica
Hysteria! when you're near
everyday dear, as the rain falls on my summer sun
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Another Shakespeare
killed in war!
Psychosis, as we know the word is
is yet an uncommon word
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My Dear May, April and June
and with the years, flowers virginia blossom
ash that has turned black
burnt in the anguish of your youth
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Candle at twilight, on the grave
when ghosts on the wind, are sing
She sits on the tomb playing a violin
all brethren who gather are not heathen
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Still looking for myself
in the pages of a book more than a hundred years old
sallow old withered morsels
pale english marrow in my bones
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As I now descend down
from the twilight of the night gown
Youth gave me barbiturates
as the Doctor said, it is for your neurosis
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That this shalt be thy bequeath
my old english in books thee keep
black hath turn all the soil
with my years of orthodox toil
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The merry of the breeze this May
a disease of the decease that come my way
all the words which my love had to say
This day! this day, I love today
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Black mettle be the brine of
cold and austere, measure of the pallor
when two worlds are near
sodden english shores of our ire
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