ezzabell fanning

i was lost and alone
you reached for my hand
you showed me the wonders of life
you showed me the meaning of love.
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inside

bottled up inside
are the words i never said
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Depression

is a way of dying
killing you from the inside
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killing myself slowly
cutting myself open
blood spills out
later leaving nothing-
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open your eyes,
watch the sunrise
the sky once black and purple
is painted by god
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i can't think straight
your making me sick
watching you
wasting my time
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im trapped in a world full of people
who wear masks to hide their identities
hypocrites, liars and theives
they are around us, but i cannot judge
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'i'm sorry's'
don't fix broken heart's and
don't work anymore.
'oopsies'
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Yes, i am a freak
but then the world needs it
and if you can't approve it
then your the one thats sick.
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i am lost
i am confused
i am all but trying not to think of you
because right now all i want is you.
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understanding thy nature
its abstruse,
like waves rolling off and on the shore
like there's no control
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Yes, i am a freak
but then the world needs it
and if you can't approve it
then your the one thats sick.
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i am lost
i am confused
i am all but trying not to think of you
because right now all i want is you.
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i need to find myself
through all these debris
the walls i built
can no longer secure me.
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Don’t just stand there between Yes or No
Stay or Go
Between the ache of letting go
And the love that flows
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I hide behind my words that fills the papers
Not knowing whether I am understood
I rather my fingers do the talking
As my voice is lifeless in front of you.
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Pull me into the abyss
Suck me into darkness
the Light no longer engulfs me
the doors have closed
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i stare into this blank page
that we call life
flipping through it
only seeing black and white.
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Is love a tender thing?
Is it too rough,
too rude,
too boisterous;
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