erbana ...

just maybe...

i'm not a princess
who is perfect.
...

...

make it loud.
make it break decibel records.
make it a big f*cking deal.
...

either way, it hurts.
either way, it stings.

either way, you walk away
...

you still might have one breath.
you still might have one kiss,
but you are dead to me.
...

every breath i take,
my heart bleeds.

and every move i make,
...

Forced like a storm
that causes swells and swirls
and takes your breath away.
...

a red balloon floats with the wind
above a stretch of ocean.
and the only soul
who knows it is there
...

why can't a bird still fly when it can't breathe?

glide right by as you die, won't you...please?
...

...

i heard a leaf fall when i died,
silent till landing, shocked surprise.

crisp and stiff,
...

the sun rose
as i smoked my troubles away.

the earth was still
...

my finger tips slipped,

along my forehead
down the brim of my nose
...

I moan.

For my heart
aches and breaks
...

and i have never been so close
as i was to breaking.

in half and then fourths.
...

oh, to control the beating
of such a weary heart,
and will it to slow up,
adjust to this second start.
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you watch me and i know,
curled lips tied in a pretty little bow.

pain, burn, and yearning
...

the hum of the city
with a trumpet on the side.

a zoom here.
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i want to lift the world from its orbit,
stop it in its tracks.

and listen to the frantic moon
...

i am not far from the bottom
of this whole world, you see.

eating rocks in glee.
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