eboni paul Poems

Misery brought on by my father’s neglectful ways,
Disrespect to him will shorten my days.
I find love within drugs,
Rather than fathers hugs.
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i can't stop wondering why
i sit still and cry
hoping everyday
i change my destructive way
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let me fly
set me free
just please let me be me
your criticism makes me feel insane
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i am the rain that keeps the kids inside
and makes everyone sad
you are the sun that dries up the rain
and brings happiness to all
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my heart i would spare
for your attention
for your love
for you
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So much pain built up inside
That’s it’s impossible for me to hide
Dieing for someone to show they care
But to stay in this pain-filled life is unfair
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You were the 3d form of a vengeful letter never sent
You took in all my wicked emotional words after I vent
You consoled me after I attempted to be dead
You sweeten my bitter thoughts I was thinking in my head
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Just seeing her beautiful face
Makes my heart beat with a race
She smiles at me
And sets my spirit free
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The shine less sun awakes the morning world
Still you lay in bed
pillow damp from the tears you shed
Your hopeless heart screams for love and affection
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I want to hold her close in my arms
Invite her into my warm sheets and shelter her when it storms
I want to take her out the dating game
And give her my last name
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