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Hope is what some call me.
Hope I'm known by name.
Hope is such a shame.
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Your waiting for the fairytale ending.
Out of all the guys I choose you.
The one that will never return my love.
Sitting in my room thinking of you.
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I told you my time was coming to an end.
If only you saw the terror within.
It is time for my end someday we'll be together again.
If only life was ment for me.
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It's not whoI am.
But it is what I do.
This is what I do.
This is my talent.
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What were you thinking when you turned away from god?
What were you thinking when you were out having fun?
Now your one with the world.
Parties and people.
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Done with depression that starts with a knife.
Begining to give him my life.
Knowing it's right, but still wanting to fight.
Depression leave now!
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I'm saying goodbye.
I'm running away.
I'm saying goodbye.
I'm running away.
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Moving on?
No not yet.
I can't let you go.
I won't let you go.
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My reflection is of someone, I am not.
I never thought I could look in the mirror and someone not even I know is looking back.
I never liked pink or makeup, or just girl stuff now.
I look in the mirror and see a normal teenage girl.
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Another suicide in the paper.
Another run away on the news.
One more famil on the strees.
What has this world come to?
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I know you know the love I hold.
I know it is enough.
I want to prove myself to you.
To really know my love.
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Theres so much i cant tell u.
So much i cant say.
So much i need to tell.
So u thought u new me so well.
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I see that face.
Me.
That is who it is.
Can these people see through me too?
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I want to cry.
To show how I truelly feel.
What did i do?
Why did you go?
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Cuts with no pain.
CUts that dont heal.
Cuts with a story.
Lifes in a hurry.
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The girl of his obsession doesn't speak much.
What she has already said has him aching to know more.
She’s mysterious.
He feels he has to say the right thing to get her to talk.
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So I see you at night.
Re-occuring dreams ript apart at seams.
I call you only to hang up.
I broke yours yet you rip mine to shreads.
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That face that looks so sweet.
Her heart just won't beat.
Everyone knocks her off her feet.
She sits and wonders if this feeling will ever fade.
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Daddy please change.
Daddy don't drink.
It makes my heart sink.
Daddy please?
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I want to tell him.
How i truelly feel.
I love him.
The lost fell in love.
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