donielle bower

Darkness has filled up the sky
The clouds are turning more gray
The rain falls on me
And I stand here hopelessly
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my lies get me nowhere
it just make things worse than before
my secrets are untold
because you may not wanna know the truth
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i dream when i sleep
i like it here
dont wake me up
because if you do i will awake to a nightmare
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Never once can be explained
Eight letters, three words, one meaning
It's what one feels towards another
To trust, to believe, to gain, to learn, to be happy
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faces are become blurs
voices are fading away
im trapt in my own mind
feels like a prison in here
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The deep hole i was in has gotten small
I no longer have to be pulled down into the dark
I see the light thats shining brightly upon me
I seem to get happier
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Days pass by slowly
Seconds feel like minutes
And minutes feel like hours
I am alone in this cruel world
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Sitting against the wall in a dark corner
Thinking of all of the things that has happened so far
Scared to know that tomorrow could be worse than today
Hopeless to even try
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Once my friend
Has now become a person I barely know
I dont know if you even relize what had happened to our friendship
We use to share the joy and laughter
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Laying here
Thinking of everything
My mind wonders
Minutes go by and turn into hours
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Left alone by myself
People forget I excist
I have nothing left
Sufficated
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on my way down falling to the ground
i think to myself how much of a mistake i was
and how if i die at the moment no one will care
i stare into the sky
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